The life you’re portraying…is it an act or is it real? Are you going through the motions of living Christlike because that’s what you think people expect of you? Or are you truly living for Jesus? Are you living your life with the intent of bringing Him glory?
People walk around seemingly serving God. But God knows what’s on the inside. He knows whether it’s just for display or if it’s done out of deep love and devotion.
I encourage you to dig a little. Ask The Lord to show you why you live the way you do. If you feel convicted simply pray for the desires of your heart to change. Jesus will gladly turn your masquerade into rooted reality.