Ruth’s choice of humility wasn’t the easy way out. She would become the sole support for herself and her mother in law. The decision, which would require a lot of work and dedication would lead her to the life God had planned for her and for generations to come, including you. 
Obed, Ruth’s son, is in the lineage of Jesus. 
Just because your calling takes a lot of effort doesn’t mean it isn’t your calling. Occasionally ministering to others seems simple and effortless. At other times it seems as though we work and work and wait and wait for results. During those times don’t give up. Push through. There are blessings in the future for your work in the present time.