The people of Israel wandered in the wilderness eating manna that came down from heaven and drank water from a rock. 
Divine care.
So they showed their appreciation to God by making a golden calf and worshipping it.
God’s reaction: He pointed out their wrongdoings, they suffered the consequences but God kept providing manna and water. 
It’s the same way now. Sometimes we just blatantly choose to do the wrong thing, to go against God. We may feel like there is no coming back from that mistake. But there is. The Lord is still providing for you. He is still calling you. Seek forgiveness and move on.
 The conviction you feel isn’t meant to beat you down. It’s intended to build you up.